confession time !!
I feel extraordinarily mediocre at everything I do. itās everywhere: english class, hockey practice, every social interaction Iāve ever experienced. I always hear āyouāre doing just fineā, but that feels like what they say to 8 year olds who canāt read yet. itās like Im always 1 step behind being āimpressiveā. why do I want that for myself anyway? I choke on the feeling of being average so viscerally, that I become just so.
anyway, if this is relatable to anyone the most helpful advice Iāve ever received on the matter is to shut up! stop comparing yourself to everyone around you!
thanks :)