damn. i think you should check out Stone in Focus by Aphex Twin on youtube. its a really calming sound and could help in meditation.
then theres also one i recommend with the link below (w a horse as the thumbnail)
walking the streets of dublin...got to like 20 and lost count. I didn't feel jealous, really -- probably because being single has pretty much been my life, as a matter of fact -- but who can tell the future?