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Im so close to being able to visualize and walk around entire environments in my head but im having a hard time connecting the pieces together.
I can hear the sounds of crashing waves, the weight of heat, the crunch of sand, and the taste of salt but there’s just one thing missing that won’t let me walk around this construct.
It’s almost like bouncing around your senses without the use of your eyes.
Makes me feel like Riddick.
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My wife was recently spacing out and said it was like the DVD logo was bouncing around in her head. It made me realize mine lately is like the Windows 3D pipes screensaver. Too many thoughts at once, and it's hard to tell which one should take priority. There's also usually a song on loop reverberating in there that inevitably makes its way out by humming it under my breath.
Feb 15, 2025
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Which is odd for me because my recall memory is very very visual. I seem to narrate what I'm saying, which is also how I read stories, in my own voice either right before or while I'm saying/typing something (like this for instance). The way I hear it is in the same slightly tonal pattern in which I talk, seems very real and normal.
I also tend to think about thinking a lot and getting in the weeds in the WHYs of everything. Whether it's my anxiety or other diagnoses, my brain really wants to focus on something I don't understand until I figure it out and there are just way too many things in the world in which that does not mesh with the reality of our dumb little human brains.
I think a lot about how we are both electric sacks of meat and gas and rock and perhaps some other 4th thing that somehow can fathom at least the existence of the universe.
Feb 15, 2025
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