Iβm going in an inpatient program for maybe three weeks before I go to an outpatient program and live in an apartment with someone to help get back on my feet. On August 20th I was in a near fatal car accident on the way to work, I lost my car and my job all in the same week. Iβve been so depressed I would go a whole week at times without taking a shower or doing anything and then starting abusing stimulants again for the dopamine, itβs been a toxic cycle but Iβm ready for it to be over and even though Iβm scared Iβm also excited to get my life back.
