every time i dream i am USUALLY in the house i lived in from ages 6 to 17. once i asked a lady who interprets dreams on tiktok and she said it's bc i have unresolved trauma there. she was not wrong <3
My grandma died a few years ago and so many of my dreams take place in her home now. It's like my subconscious is trapped there or something. The most recent dream I had was about Tom Ripley (Andrew Scott version) chasing me around the house with a knife.
woke up this morning crying. dreamt about moving away from my current home. the house i grew up in. into an apartment with a personal pool, just a couple minutes away from my hometown but far enough from the beach i could no longer quickly skate to and friends houses i could casually stumble into. i sat by the pool criss cross applesauce with my family watching me cry uncontrollably until i woke up teary eyed. i dont want a pool.
choose a band you like. look up the label and listen to everything else under it that you havent heard 🤝 google the label owner, see if they have their hands in other labels. if yr lazy, lurk ur friends spotify playlists <3
if i am presented with an intrusive thought about ppl who do not like me for my past mistakes (they're probably not thinking about me key word intrusive) i shift my focus onto my friends who love me for who i have grown into (less unhinged) it is freeing 🕊️
