so often I have this need to shove them away from me into the corners of the room but when you do that the room becomes very small and dim very fast. I think it is okay to be close to your feelinfs even though it can feel so painfully bright and clear like the wide open morning
Even though it hurts like hell. Even though it’s wildly inconvenient. Even though you feel stupid or embarrassed for feeling it. Even though you’ve psychoanalyzed yourself to death and traced the issue all the way back to your childhood mistreatment. The only way out is through here.
you do not have to let strangers into your reality.
tell the lie
sow the seȇ̷̢̀̽̍͆̅͂̑̉͠ê̴͈̘̥͖̙̎̾̑̃̉̍͆̈́̓̿̊ḑ̸̧̨̢̧̮͎̞͕̬͉̹̣̹̈́̌̃͐͊̈́ş̶͚͇̠̻͖̔̈́̋̈͆̂͛̓̑̽̂͊͆͝͝ͅ ̷̡̨̤̭̦̫͍͇̪̳͚͚̦̾͂̌̈͜ó̵̢̩͇͇̎̂̐̈́̒̀͠ͅf̸̢̡̨̰͇̱̗͙̬̘̖̭̰͒̄̀́̾̈́͒̀̇̑͘͝͝͠ ̶͔͖̰͐̆͂́̉͐͌̇̓̚̕̕͝c̷̨̳̮͉͖͌̅̃̈̊̒̚͜h̵̢̢̭̗̘̼̜̱͚̱̻̹̟͆̂̅͠a̸̧̨̛̮̠͈̣̹͈̱̱̙̣̣̰͂͑̏̄̋͑̾́̾͊͊̔͘o̴̦̥͙̦̫̿͗̋̐̐̉̇̚ṡ̵̬̮͔͙̘̱͙̝̦̩̱͕̇̈̉͌̏͊͑̍̈́͛̔͊͊͐ͅ