so often I have this need to shove them away from me into the corners of the room but when you do that the room becomes very small and dim very fast. I think it is okay to be close to your feelinfs even though it can feel so painfully bright and clear like the wide open morning
Even though it hurts like hell. Even though it’s wildly inconvenient. Even though you feel stupid or embarrassed for feeling it. Even though you’ve psychoanalyzed yourself to death and traced the issue all the way back to your childhood mistreatment. The only way out is through here.
somedays I just so hate being looked at and speaking or being spoken to, and I love my roommate to death and she seems to understand my more silent moods but on these days I can't even handle people around me
I just try to be soft with myself and I know it will pass but it's so frustrating to have my day derailed with all the dissociating
Gazpacho only in the late summer, persimmons only in the winter, etc. just because we can import anything from anywhere anytime doesn’t mean we should. Nothing is special if you can have it whenever you want it.