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I’ve been on like 5 bumble dates till now and two of them were the worst experiences ever, the other three were ok.
I feel like there is a pressure on everyone to find someone, this pressure came upon me thanks to my therapist🥰✌️🥰✌️🥰she said to me, you are going to uni and never been in a relationship wtf is wrong with u🥹❤️🥹❤️
sooo I stumbled upon bumble and other dating apps and my first date was me getting sexually assaulted 😋😭😔🤪🤫💕😬🇺🇸
then somehow I continued going on dates with just girls bc fuck men am I right? and they were just basically a waste of time 😁
now after my fifth and hopefully final date from a dating app, I am officially quitting this. I feel so worthless trying to show myself off by just some lousy pictures and a one liner that says nothing about me.
I just want to live on my own and like someone not by how they want to be seen, but how they actually are
I feel so ashamed of even being on a dating app sometimes, that I get depressed. I get this feeling that I am superficial and just desperate for attention. I need the validation of someone I don’t even know to feel like I am worth something.
Not being loved till now has made me feel like I am worth nothing, that nobody will ever want me or need me. That is why I continue doing this shit and I am stopping TODAY
wish me luck😬🥰🚬🥺🤪🚬😬👈🥰🦅😮💨
Aug 15, 2024
go in the water, come back to the shore, sit under an umbrella and read your book while you listen to the sound of the sea crashing onto the shore
and repeat.
Aug 19, 2024
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From a very young age I had trouble keeping friends, especially friend groups. Somehow I always ended up out of the group and just wondered why.
I guess these experiences made me fear forming new relationships. I always start out distant with people bc I know they’ll leave me one day 😁 and I always fear getting attached to someone bc you’ll never know what might happen
But when someone sticks through my distant phase and actually becomes a good friend of mine my fear doesn’t go away;)
I feel like every minor thing they do they are bored of me and are gonna become distant
yes I have attachment issues and no I don’t have a therapist so I am just rambling about it here 🙌
ps. I have exactly 3 close friends and I love them very much<3
Aug 18, 2024