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i see what you're afraid of
you're in a room that no one has come into for a long time
i forget you
and i love you
it's all the same
cut me in half
my body is my childhood best friend
shame that we couldn't be sisters
Sep 30, 2024
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i cut out my eyes in the laundry room at night
slit my bottom lip
and rinse the blade under the tap
can't tell the blood from water
no point in crying
carve into my pupil like a small, peeled plum
i've been good about taking my meds this week
you’re my oral fixation
my irises to my lips and i kiss you goodbye
salt burns the slit and i taste my own blood
phantom tickles in my sockets when i run my teeth over the flesh
suck on me
i wish i could know you from the inside out
and i buried my body in the fields near your house
set my clothes on fire to mark the spot
you can still see it when you take the overpass
not dissimilar to your scorched earth policy
should i call that a burn or is that too corny?
Sep 30, 2024
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i am good. i am good.
i whisper it on the way home through the snow. i mumble it on the edge of the bed, pupils heavy in my hands.
in another world, you love me and i am good. i am good.
come back to me. mother who remembers you.
i hold you when you sleep, mould my arms around you, leave no room for the cold.
your skin is like wax paper. there are tears at the edges of your eyes.
i am good. i am good. mother who loves you.
you are good to me.
i hold my eyes in my hands, and run them over the edges of your face. even without me, they recognize your temples.
you are good to me.
you come to me in the dark. gentle as ever, speak no words.
there are tears in your eyes and bleeding in your hands and i love you, i love you, i love.
come back to me.
in my dream, you don't answer.
you don't tell me what you've done.
Sep 30, 2024
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return to the earth
mother who remembers you
dirt under your fingernails
eggshells in your hair
bury me under your house
don't let my breathing keep you awake
cold fingertips on your shoulders when you sleep
frost on your eyelashes
"come back to me"
somewhere in the dark
out past the atmosphere
Sep 30, 2024
Top Recs from @selectmorsels
1. company lot by noel miller (kinda like doomscrolling through the tech world but in a funny way. would not play around your parents or coworkers lol)
2. tiny meat gang (used to be with two cohosts, but one is a creep so he's off and it's noel miller hosting interviews, news guy bits, etc. pretty versatile ever since cody ko left. the older episodes with cody are funny too, but i personally don't want to watch them anymore. also would not play around your parents or coworkers)
3. beersos (two hs best friends talk about unhinged shit every episode. also also would not play around anyone tbh)
4. welcome to nightvale (it's a radio show for a fictional town called nightvale. has some fire lines. is overall kooky and odd. often eerie)
anyway, here's a screengrab from the first few seconds of the first episode of company lot
Oct 1, 2024
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i don't want to be lonely
it's not midnight anymore
it hits when i'm high over the ocean
one eye open
the other lost to the black depths
nights like these, it feels like i'll never wake up
won't be returning to the shore
everything i want refuses to come within six metres of me
even when neither of us are real
Sep 30, 2024
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i am good. i am good.
i whisper it on the way home through the snow. i mumble it on the edge of the bed, pupils heavy in my hands.
in another world, you love me and i am good. i am good.
come back to me. mother who remembers you.
i hold you when you sleep, mould my arms around you, leave no room for the cold.
your skin is like wax paper. there are tears at the edges of your eyes.
i am good. i am good. mother who loves you.
you are good to me.
i hold my eyes in my hands, and run them over the edges of your face. even without me, they recognize your temples.
you are good to me.
you come to me in the dark. gentle as ever, speak no words.
there are tears in your eyes and bleeding in your hands and i love you, i love you, i love.
come back to me.
in my dream, you don't answer.
you don't tell me what you've done.
Sep 30, 2024