This is an obvious one, but I just keep coming back to it and finding new meaning in the songs. I can’t stop crying about You’re Gonna Make Me Lonesome When You Go.
my friends showed me some sad country songs on our drive back from Whistler
in absence of romantic heartbreak, I am begging weeping and longing for friendships, family, getting older, random observations in nature now
… when you wake up in the middle of the night to pee or whatever. The stress of “HOW MUCH TIME TILL YOUR ALARM GOES OFF” will inevitably make it harder to fall back asleep.
Maybe you have 2 hours, maybe you have fifteen minutes. Let the mystery be. You’ll zonk out quicker, and when you wake up, you probably won’t know how long you slept for anyway.