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Not to go too deep on the subject, however, the brain is so strong.
How can i explain to myself that whatever i experience during my dream is not real.
What i am talking about is the emotion, the warmth of being loved by someone who was just made up by my own mind, the whole story line, the whole happiness and joy i've felt during it and the emptiness that i've felt once i woke up.
Even the smallest touch felt so real ...
A feeling of missing someone that i knew for so long yet none of it was real...
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Before I sleep I tend to imagine a future in which I meet the love of my life who just makes all the time I spent āwaitingā worth it. I fall asleep thinking on things that arenāt so out of reach still THEY ARE NOT HERE. Other times during the day I think about what has happened, all the things that have brought me to where I am. I just realized Iām never here! In the now, in the whatever is going on where Iām standing. I live in places that donāt exist with people that are not real! Yes in theory I might know them but in my head both in the memories and in my made up senarios they are not them. They are what I want them to beā¦ they are an extension of me and what I think they should be. I think the now requires me to lose the control I have in my made up worlds, and that might be too scary for me now.
Feb 7, 2025
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And then you think you have a deep emotional connection thatās actually fake and all in your head
Jan 29, 2024
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itās always so weird when your real life and thoughts in the day make it into your dreams
itās like an alternative tv show of your life with your friends and family making appearances as different characters in different scenarios
just had part of a dream where the person i like was with someone and i was damn but now ive woken up iām like yayyy
Feb 21, 2025
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I canāt find the Creator and i am mad about it because i wanna credit the one who made sure to put this for free.
Iāve found this website RetroPrint where they show the details of how you can make a Windows 95 customised theme on your phone (with over 800 icons app to choose from 27 of them are already made for the modern apps like netflix twitter etc - some graphics for the widgets too And 3 sounds.)
Jan 30, 2025
If there is one style that literally calms me is stippling.
The endless dots, the slow process, the nuance effect, the final results.
I just love it and appreciate it even more when i spend hours/days to finish one.
Jan 13, 2025
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The fact that i can stay in bed warm with my phone or laptop and music in the background as i watch my favourite movies/series/youtube vids with a warm tea is simple enough to make me grateful for wherever i am today.
Worrying about what I should wear to work is a beautiful thing because itās a privilege that sadly some people canāt afford :(
Complaining about to cook is a beautiful thing because someone somewhere sadly canāt even afford/have access to a simple bread piece.
Literally feeling the warmth of the sun while standing waiting for the bus is a beautiful thing to cherish and be grateful for.
Jan 11, 2025