I didn’t catch on until a few years ago, a lot of my dreams that are filled with anxious fear are surrounded with the feeling of being lost, facing an unknown and a sense of wanting to find home. The motif appears in different forms but the theme is always in some way traced back to these. There’s a bit to unpack there, I’ve really only scratched the surface
Feb 6, 2025
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Mar 3, 2025
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I left for a while to go on a study abroad experience. The more time passes after The Thing, the less life makes sense. I'm trying to get back to the people I used to know, to get back into the routine I had, the things I used to think.
But somehow EVERYTHING about and around me is different and I don't understand ANYTHING. My body is different, my time isn't the same and somehow even my thought process has changed.
I came back home expecting familiarity and warmth, and surprise, the world has obviously moved on (as I did) and nothing is the same, except all that is. Maybe not understanding everything I thought I had already integrated is part of growing up, I feel as if I'm shedding old skin to make room for new one, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm scared, confused, and generally don't really get the concept of time passing.
I never used to get when people said they wanted the world to stop for a second, because that wasn't me, I wanted more, faster, more, all of it. Now I get it. Let me lay here for a moment and not think about anything.
☆lookaliveodette!!!!!!☆
Feb 26, 2025
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Reccing this because got the intuitive hit yesterday that I need to finally write about my father‘s death and the hellish experience of grief possession I endured during lockdown. It’s felt like this looming experience that I know I’ve been needing to integrate, but was too scared to touch. I didn’t feel scared today when I was writing though, and I’m quite excited to make sense of a time in my life that feels very murky and icky to look back on. Who will I be?! What will I learn?! Time will tell and maybe I’ll share all about my father issues when I’m done 🤪
Aug 16, 2024
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Taking myself out on a date once a week with the intention of recharging and engaging with things im passionate about <3 a practice the book The artist way suggests as a way to nourish our creativity and self expression.
This week I took myself to the movies and watched In The Mood For Love by Wong Kar-Wai 🥲
Feb 10, 2025
invited some girlfriends over to play a set for us and it was so sweet/wholesome! we always talk about wanting the feel of house parties again, intimate safe settings with close friends and ppl actually dancing <3 this provided that and more, can’t wait for the next one!
Feb 5, 2025