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When I donāt want to do something with/for someone, Iām just going to say āIm feeling faintā and thatāll be the end of that.
Feb 20, 2025
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If all the good men are taken by the time Iām ready to possibly have one then okay?? because fortunately thatās not the end of my world. nothing about not having a husband worries me.
being older and single and HEALTHY is a win.
Maybe Iāll settle down maybe I wonāt. Iāll be happy either way.
Feb 4, 2025
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Iām taking a dark shower (no lights or candles). A planet is being illuminated soooo bright rn itās beautiful.
Steaming hot water to 34 degree weather because Iām going outside to see it better when Iām done.
The planet parade is coming soon. Iāll have to call out of work. I canāt miss it.
Jan 17, 2025
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I believe this is whatās going to motivate me to put in the self work. If I canāt keep promises Iāve made to myself, what I say to other people canāt reach its full impact.
Make a list for my days
Do whats on the list
Becauseeeee
I love myself
There was some sort of mental block but im working through it. Iām not lazy. I just couldnāt do the mundane things??
But I made the appointments and Iāve fully completed my laundry in one day.
Itās as simple as just getting it done. I can do it later but than itāll just never get done or I can put it on my day planner and get it done when I say I want to. Checking it off is satisfying.
Also not overloading my day with task is important.
Jan 17, 2025
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Life is worth living. Societal pressure reduces exponentially when you figure out whatāll make you truly happy. Im working towards my personal end goal. Iām meeting people along the way with similar goals and non similar goals, to make the journey even more fulfilling.
(sn: runaway love is my favorite song by him)
Jan 17, 2025
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In:
Physical groundingĀ
Simple vacations
CreativityĀ
Driving more
Watching classic movies (30ās-60ās)
Full coverage insurance
Layered rugs
Rock songs with female vocalistĀ
Game nights
Going with a flow thatās not mine
Themed dinner partiesĀ
Patterns
ROTH IRA
Using ingredients already in my kitchenĀ
Car washāsĀ
SubstackĀ
Out:
Answering questions
Rushing
ExplainingĀ
Sugar
My phone
OverextendingĀ
People who donāt think enoughĀ
Crocs outside of work and leisure activities :(
Jan 1, 2025
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I can't pay no doctor bills
But whitey's on the moon
Ten years from now I'll be payin' still
While whitey's on the moon
Something about poetry is so timelless
Dec 22, 2024
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CAUSE I GOT HIGH AGAIN
AND FORGOT TO FOLD MY CLOOOOTHES
I love when āsimpleā songs make me feel the most. Never had an experience like what sheās singing about, but I feel all her emotion.
You hate the fucking lot.. :(
Dec 22, 2024