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nicotine

ya know ;) smoking vaping all it

@staysexyhavefun

Jun 15, 2024

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a breakup letter to nicotine, sort of

i have a vape again, it's been a year and a half since I've had my own. sometimes i take little hits from my friends when we're out drinking but this time i got my own. well i got one with my friend but she asked me to keep it since she doesn't trust herself. i said i didn't trust myself either. sometimes when i think about nicotine too hard i feel tingles in my body. i hit the vape while sober Today and it sucked. it tasted gross and made my head hurt. it did not make me crave more. i thought id never not love nicotine, and i guess i would've felt proud of myself for not wanting it, but i feel weird and sad. i still love a cigarette here and there, i have a Ritual for cigarettes. i never had a ritual for vapes just a desperate and pathetic attachment. i don't know how to emotionally process expecting myself to fall back into unhealthy addictive habits but actually discovering i don't feel that way anymore. so now i have this vape that's gross and i don't really want it and that's good but i'm also kind of mad because some stress relief and dopamine would be nice eight now but it's not giving me that anymore.

@xoxomarbie

Sep 3, 2024

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Smoking cigarettes as a treat

I’m not trying to catch the big C but smoking will never not be in my life. Everything in moderation. A cig here and there is good for my mental health. Vapes are cringe (but I’ll still ask for yours because I’m insufferable.)

@iknowshilo

Feb 3, 2024

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celibacy

best friend and i were yapping about how important it is to actually be celibate for a while and maybe even not date for a bit when you're single instead of hooking up until you find a partner. it sucks for a little bit and you are really forced to confront your demons and then one day you forget about it. whatever floats your boat but i think it's probably good for the soul to be celibate here and there and focus on other shit. i'll go like a whole year like it's nobody's business

@visceralscenery

Jan 27, 2024

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disagreeing with theory while you read it

seems like up till maybe 50 years ago if you knew the right guy with a printing press you could get some wild credit for being the first person to have a mostly normal thought. no matter how poorly you articulated it! sometimes it feels like the only sane thing to do is create your own critical framework....you are no less powerful than These Guys. they just made some of this stuff up

@visceralscenery

Jan 24, 2024

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big soap bubBLE in the sink at work

very big

@visceralscenery

Apr 20, 2024