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I just found out last night that my 2012 MacBook Pro can no longer be upgraded past iOS 11, which means I can no longer listen to Spotify on desktop because it no longer supports anything below iOS 14. My Laptop is a relic. She got me through all of college and was my first big purchase. She holds a charge for maybe an hour and you could honestly cook an egg on her charging brick. But she and I watched YouTube videos learning about design and cinema 4D to get through tough classes. Her light up keys click-clacked all through the night when I was writing essays in the dark. The glowing apple on her back reminds me of the back tattoo I designed for myself with her when I was learning Adobe illustrator. She also reminds me that old things can still work, and that even though theyā€™re not the best, sometimes donā€™t need to be replaced. Iā€™m willing to make functionality sacrifices because she is not only my laptop, but a reminder of how far Iā€™ve come through my transition from young adult to adult-adult. She keeps my lap warm and genuinely makes me happy to use. Humans are conditioned to favor convenience, but how important is that when itā€™s weighed against our hardwired sentimental nature and drive to love? In loving her I am appreciating myself in ways that I could only ever do indirectly. I am proud that she continues to work and boot up every day, just like I am of me.
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