thats right you shouldnt be blindly following the advice of one person -- to take medication safely you have to talk to a psychiatrist (not a therapist, it is a psychiatrist that studies and prescribes medications) and you need to talk to more than one. medication is not one size fits all and different medications, as well as dosages, work differently for everyone. one person might feel GREAT on the same pill and dosage that makes someone else feel worse. Some people may feel no difference and may need to up the dosage or even take an entirely different medication. to go down the road of taking medication, you need to work with a psychiatrist, not just one time, but that same psychiatrist you pick over a long period. You should be meeting at least twice monthly to discuss your medication and if you are feeling any changes/having any struggles/think something feels off. This is so you can adjust your medication over time just like your body's reaction may change over time, so that you and your psychiatrist can always make sure the way you're taking medication, what you're taking, and what dosage you're taking is something that works for you specifically. Of course, some psychiatrists may be... more incompetent than others. I've had ones that straight up don't listen to me for so long that is was only 2 years ago I managed to get one that actually prescribed me medication that's specifically for insomnia instead of just MORE melantonin (which never works.) But now I've been able to sleep every night! Also, the psychiatrist before that put me on a main depression medication that really helped me out emotionally, but made me gain way too much weight over the year and a half I was taking it as a side effect. My mom blamed it on me and said I wasn't eating right and didn't excercise enough even though I was the one who was excercising the most out of my family. After I talked to my new psychiatrist about this, he switched the medication I was taking for my depression to something else that worked for me but didn't have that side effect. And I lost the weight. (of course there's still a permanent "pouch" I have as a lasting leftover ,, ) But he was able to pinpoint the problem and solve it.
That medication I started taking could have had another side effect as well -- rashes on wrists or ankles, and so my doctor told me to look out for any rashes. If I started getting them, I'd have to switch the medication or dosage.
I didn't get the rashes, but someone else could -- just like while I gained weight on the other medication, someone else might not gain weight on that same medication.
Anyways, medication is very complicated, and can be very helpful OR very dangerous in their side effects and how compatible they are with you.
You should talk to many psychiatrists and doctors about this and remember ---
Don't believe the words of only a single person just because they are a verified professional. Everyone makes mistakes. If you feel like something is wrong with the medication you are taking, (if you do decide to take medication ) speak up, and find a psychiatrist who listens to you intently and tends to make choices of medication that work for you. A good psychiatrist will listen intently when you describe how your mind and body has been feeling when on medication and at the times you are taking it, and will try to infer from that information what may be causing side effects or what kind of medication may work for you. They will be able to tell you when to up or lower the dosage accurately and they will even tell you what time of day to take medication.
The more they know about it, the better. Knowledge is power!
I know this was long, but I hope it helped in some way.
At the end of the day, the decision is up to you!
PS: In my experience, I wouldn't be able to "function" in "normal" society without medication, nor survive my bouts of panic. Also, because of my insomnia, without medication, I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, period. I am really thankful for medication, but everyone is different.