This one is knid of somber.
Ever year goes by and I go back to this song. It just incapusulates my feeling about myself in 3mins of song. It's very sad to know I feel like this about my body regardless of how thin or fat I get.
At first this song to me was about how my body was never good enough for the sport I used to participate in. I used to be a rower and I had a coach that thought what ever I did wasn't enough. I would starve myself to get "better" in his eyes, but I was never enough.
Now it about the consequences of leaveing a sport that was literally my life and trying to understand why is my body never enough.
You feel like you're a failure
And it's enough to make you sick
Listened to this song at the end of my RMYC term. In this big van with my crew, knowing that I'll probably never see them all together again like this driving together through the mountains. I was coming to terms with the end of my relationship, grieving that, and anticipating the grief of the end of my term.. knowing I'd have to go back to real life soon.
to me itâs always been kind of a sad song but itâs also resoundingly hopeful
itâs not been the best year but itâs not been the worst, you know how it is- life kind of just happens.
i of course like the part :: âdonât cry⌠donât raise your eye⌠itâs only teenage wastelandâ
i graduate this spring and thatâs obviously a big milestone. being in high school is kind of uniquely miserable and beautiful at the same time. iâm glad to move on but itâs bittersweet
iâm trying to stay in the present while also remembering that this is really âteenage wastelandâ i.e: slums of adolescence.. what feels big now wonât ever matter again.
things might feel empty and really suck, but you gotta keep moving forward. i guess thatâs what i learned this year.
long rant over now đ§ââď¸
closing track off of mewithoutYou's 2006 high water mark "Brother, Sister". Amazing how you can listen to this album a few times at 17 years old and not think too much of it then listen again at 34, having literally doubled your lifespan, and think "oh fuck this rips". We are ever changing beings. This makes me feel like I'm on a rock in the middle of the ocean but I know I'm definitely going to get saved
This movie is beautiful and funny from the beginning to the very end. One, if not the, best coming of age movie!
And the opening song is perfect for the opening scene it really made me feel in the snow.
Just a lovely experience.
It's romantic in the right amount and positive. It just makes me believe in love.
This photo reminds me of this song.
(This is me and my best friend Julia)
It's reminds me of being a kid, being free, running without care, dancing until your feet hurt, drinking colorful drinks, and crying in your bathroom floor.
It's reminds me of this photo I took. Place quite yet loud.