This one is knid of somber. Ever year goes by and I go back to this song. It just incapusulates my feeling about myself in 3mins of song. It's very sad to know I feel like this about my body regardless of how thin or fat I get. At first this song to me was about how my body was never good enough for the sport I used to participate in. I used to be a rower and I had a coach that thought what ever I did wasn't enough. I would starve myself to get "better" in his eyes, but I was never enough. Now it about the consequences of leaveing a sport that was literally my life and trying to understand why is my body never enough.
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Feb 14, 2025

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